a heart thats full up like a landfill
a job that slowly kills you
bruises that won't heal.

Pink Floyd - Breathe

Breathe, breathe in the air.
Don't be afraid to care.
Leave but don't leave me.
Look around and choose your own ground.

Long you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be.

Run, rabbit run.
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don't sit down it's time to dig another one.

For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race towards an early grave.

Gorillaz - Hong Kong

my favourite guitarist and brother-in-word-and-deed,
nicholas "haywire" matthew chia.

sorry i couldnt make it for the gig on friday.
this is for you.

this guy here is talented, but more than that, hes hardworking. and that goes a long way in music.

"guys wanna be like him, girls wanna sleep with him!"


******

bye bye TEP, hello classical.

bye bye everyone else, hello familiar faces once more.

hello, you.


time to start afresh.




















Start anew.

Stereophonics - Mr Writer

the time since my birthday has been almost, almost nothing but absolute trouble.

my 20th birthday wasnt that fantastic, you could say it was the worst one i've ever had. but the remaining sane company made up for it greatly. thank you guys.

now, living my regular monday to friday life, its gotten hell complicated. lines have been drawn, phone calls have stopped being made. acquaintances chucked. friendships strained.

all because of love.

now in carmen's words, i wanna get high and wasted, just to escape momentarily from all this.


my actions do not represent my intentions. thats the problem.

B'z

i believe in the existance of karma and retribution now. ask me why tml when you see me.

sigh. ni na bei chee bye...

Kaiser Chiefs - Everyday I Love You Less and Less

So, Zouk last night was alright. with kenny, nana, merlisa, veron wennie and some of wenn's friends. got there just in time for 1 for 1.

I was darned tired last night also can.

kenny and nana left early. so i stuck with merl the rest of the night. went home at arnd 2+

this is the best part!

after the cab ride home. i checked my seat, and what do i find?

some dude's handphone.

no big deal. but i actually rly like this phone


so....i thought abt it. i looked through the pictures. wah sei. inside got lao chio can!!!

hahahahaha. i kept the phone on. i decided to return the phone to the poor guy.

AND. this morning, after clubbing my mum woke me at 645am to help her with some shit at a school. concord primary at CHOA CHU KANG. pcbknnbccb! thats a fucking ungodly hour ok. bloody hell.

so, for my help, her boss gave me $40! awesome.

then......i got home, tried to sleep till carmen replied to my msg. HA!

okay. at 7+ the handphone dude finally calls me! he doesnt know how to get to Bishan anyway else but by taking a cab. definitely a foreigner.

so....i meet him at bishan mrt. and hes very polite. very grateful.

the kind man gave me $50. =)

but the weird thing, he asked me where i found the phone, he told me last night he went to GEYLANG, then to ORCHARD. uh huh...

anyways, i felt very good after giving him the phone back. not just coz i became $50 richer.

but because he seemed rly happy and relieved to get his phone back.

sooooooooooo. i am $90 richer today.

see? it really pays to be helpful.

Brandtson - Just Breathe

hello.



All hail the new king of COOL. ha1 ha3!!!

fucking school is fucking boring. quick i'm tired of BPOS already. Cindy soh can give me a D.

I DONT GIVE A SHIT.

after sch, dinner with mum, supper with sec school friends. after tt, free CS and NFS. w00t!


***


spring is here. you're here.
I want it to be a good thing.
really, I do.

You have my attention.

Dir En Grey - Ain't Afraid to Die


I used to be fine on my own.

Why does she have me so yearning for her?

Mew and the Glass Handed Kites

http://myspace.com/mewsite

have you heard of them?

go to the link. play "special" on the media player.

brilliant stuff!

Mae - Tisbury Lane

She greets the day with her hair wet
She asks them to vacate the building
Because she's got a plan they don't know yet
And if it goes wrong, there'll be no one to see

If she could just get the word out
God knows she's trying
They're watching her with eyes closed
She's always stuck with the old route
Does anyone knock when they barge in to beat her down?

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

No one can know just how she feels
She won't use the phone, she's too tired to pick it up
She's going back to the old way
She sits in the classroom to learn with the others

Please don't give up when it's easy
Don't you know that me and Jesus will cheer you on?
He's the only one who will be constantly everything you need

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

Yeah
She lives on Tisbury Lane





happy now?

Waking Ashland - Sing Me to Sleep

i spent almost the whole day doing up the new membership registration forms. using FLASH MX. hahaha. i can't use anything else but that program anymore.


i think i am making myself choke.

thats why i'm going broke.

i think i am becoming addicted to tea.

i think i need tea. (hahaha)

i think i have nothing to look forward to.

and thats why i need you, not you.




and you'll sing me to sleep, sing to me gently
and I'm not alone

The Thrills - Santa Cruz (You're not that far)

saturday; 7/1/05

great night. fresh prawns, beer and fags. a true guys night.


doesn't get any better than this!

tuesday; 10/1/05

went to church to help take down christmas decorations. found nick and russ at the pond fishing for the toman. in case u guys didnt know, this toman has been decimating the population of fish in the pond, so in a way, the boys were doing a service to the church.


thats a toman!


nick


the statue overlooking the pond


ummm, thats nick again.

so, after a while they got kinda pissed because the toman hadn't been caught yet. they'd snagged everything ACCIDENTALY in there except for the darned snakehead.

so....they turned their attentions to the other fish in the pond. now, they were allowed to fish on the condition that they'd catch ONLY the toman.


"oops, wrong fish."


"we thought this was a toman. honest."


uh huh, the stupid rain made us sleepy. now im back here. doing this super nonsense entry. bye bye bye.

back to bpos tml.

i *heart cindy soh!

oi oi!!! visit this web.

http://graniph.com

the tee shirts are ownage! helvetica, i like.

things in school are going pretty good. our team just held a roadshow selling 2nd hand clothes and 1st hand mango stuff at basement-low prices.

i made 11 bucks coz a friend bought my bag!

and our notice board looks like an octopus masturbated and bled itself dry on it. pictures tomorrow!


Anyway the wind blows
doesn't really matter to me

Radiohead's music speaks volumes to me when i am single.

a heart thats full up like a landfill
a job that slowly kills you
bruises that won't heal

then i turn on the radio and i hear simple plan (garbage).

but theres still hope!

i love these guys.

the killers


and i think their cool too

snow patrol


but these guys just cannot make it

simple plan (garbage)


and these guys are just brilliant

Radiohead
bye guys, nonsense entry finished!

Radioehad's new album is coming out soon.

The sound of: Snow Patrol - run

louder, louder
and we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand

happy new year everyone.

I got into MOS last night. it was fun when it started. but i mean, the crowd was just a turn off. didn't have much energy to club like crazy. hey! i saw my elder brother there!

thanks russ, for the invites and super priority last night.

at least we got in!

sigh, its back to BPOS and Cindy Soh on tuesday.