B'z

i believe in the existance of karma and retribution now. ask me why tml when you see me.

sigh. ni na bei chee bye...

Kaiser Chiefs - Everyday I Love You Less and Less

So, Zouk last night was alright. with kenny, nana, merlisa, veron wennie and some of wenn's friends. got there just in time for 1 for 1.

I was darned tired last night also can.

kenny and nana left early. so i stuck with merl the rest of the night. went home at arnd 2+

this is the best part!

after the cab ride home. i checked my seat, and what do i find?

some dude's handphone.

no big deal. but i actually rly like this phone


so....i thought abt it. i looked through the pictures. wah sei. inside got lao chio can!!!

hahahahaha. i kept the phone on. i decided to return the phone to the poor guy.

AND. this morning, after clubbing my mum woke me at 645am to help her with some shit at a school. concord primary at CHOA CHU KANG. pcbknnbccb! thats a fucking ungodly hour ok. bloody hell.

so, for my help, her boss gave me $40! awesome.

then......i got home, tried to sleep till carmen replied to my msg. HA!

okay. at 7+ the handphone dude finally calls me! he doesnt know how to get to Bishan anyway else but by taking a cab. definitely a foreigner.

so....i meet him at bishan mrt. and hes very polite. very grateful.

the kind man gave me $50. =)

but the weird thing, he asked me where i found the phone, he told me last night he went to GEYLANG, then to ORCHARD. uh huh...

anyways, i felt very good after giving him the phone back. not just coz i became $50 richer.

but because he seemed rly happy and relieved to get his phone back.

sooooooooooo. i am $90 richer today.

see? it really pays to be helpful.

Brandtson - Just Breathe

hello.



All hail the new king of COOL. ha1 ha3!!!

fucking school is fucking boring. quick i'm tired of BPOS already. Cindy soh can give me a D.

I DONT GIVE A SHIT.

after sch, dinner with mum, supper with sec school friends. after tt, free CS and NFS. w00t!


***


spring is here. you're here.
I want it to be a good thing.
really, I do.

You have my attention.

Dir En Grey - Ain't Afraid to Die


I used to be fine on my own.

Why does she have me so yearning for her?

Mew and the Glass Handed Kites

http://myspace.com/mewsite

have you heard of them?

go to the link. play "special" on the media player.

brilliant stuff!

Mae - Tisbury Lane

She greets the day with her hair wet
She asks them to vacate the building
Because she's got a plan they don't know yet
And if it goes wrong, there'll be no one to see

If she could just get the word out
God knows she's trying
They're watching her with eyes closed
She's always stuck with the old route
Does anyone knock when they barge in to beat her down?

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

No one can know just how she feels
She won't use the phone, she's too tired to pick it up
She's going back to the old way
She sits in the classroom to learn with the others

Please don't give up when it's easy
Don't you know that me and Jesus will cheer you on?
He's the only one who will be constantly everything you need

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

Yeah
She lives on Tisbury Lane





happy now?

Waking Ashland - Sing Me to Sleep

i spent almost the whole day doing up the new membership registration forms. using FLASH MX. hahaha. i can't use anything else but that program anymore.


i think i am making myself choke.

thats why i'm going broke.

i think i am becoming addicted to tea.

i think i need tea. (hahaha)

i think i have nothing to look forward to.

and thats why i need you, not you.




and you'll sing me to sleep, sing to me gently
and I'm not alone

The Thrills - Santa Cruz (You're not that far)

saturday; 7/1/05

great night. fresh prawns, beer and fags. a true guys night.


doesn't get any better than this!

tuesday; 10/1/05

went to church to help take down christmas decorations. found nick and russ at the pond fishing for the toman. in case u guys didnt know, this toman has been decimating the population of fish in the pond, so in a way, the boys were doing a service to the church.


thats a toman!


nick


the statue overlooking the pond


ummm, thats nick again.

so, after a while they got kinda pissed because the toman hadn't been caught yet. they'd snagged everything ACCIDENTALY in there except for the darned snakehead.

so....they turned their attentions to the other fish in the pond. now, they were allowed to fish on the condition that they'd catch ONLY the toman.


"oops, wrong fish."


"we thought this was a toman. honest."


uh huh, the stupid rain made us sleepy. now im back here. doing this super nonsense entry. bye bye bye.

back to bpos tml.

i *heart cindy soh!

oi oi!!! visit this web.

http://graniph.com

the tee shirts are ownage! helvetica, i like.

things in school are going pretty good. our team just held a roadshow selling 2nd hand clothes and 1st hand mango stuff at basement-low prices.

i made 11 bucks coz a friend bought my bag!

and our notice board looks like an octopus masturbated and bled itself dry on it. pictures tomorrow!


Anyway the wind blows
doesn't really matter to me

Radiohead's music speaks volumes to me when i am single.

a heart thats full up like a landfill
a job that slowly kills you
bruises that won't heal

then i turn on the radio and i hear simple plan (garbage).

but theres still hope!

i love these guys.

the killers


and i think their cool too

snow patrol


but these guys just cannot make it

simple plan (garbage)


and these guys are just brilliant

Radiohead
bye guys, nonsense entry finished!

Radioehad's new album is coming out soon.

The sound of: Snow Patrol - run

louder, louder
and we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand

happy new year everyone.

I got into MOS last night. it was fun when it started. but i mean, the crowd was just a turn off. didn't have much energy to club like crazy. hey! i saw my elder brother there!

thanks russ, for the invites and super priority last night.

at least we got in!

sigh, its back to BPOS and Cindy Soh on tuesday.

Turin Brakes - Rain City

performances were simply, awesome!

ytd at hougang mall wasn't so good 'cause the sound system was being a burden. fucked up can!
my playing was okay okay. felt damn tired afer the whole thing. then there was another carolling performance this aftternoon at paragon.

nick GG-ed la, his guitar playing was on form today, and he was finally loud enough. im gonna post up some pictures soon if i can get em.

THANK YOU mummy, aunty aunty honey and choo, alex&matthew, veronica, jenson, amelia, shermin, shuzhen and sin ee for coming to see!

merry christmas!

you're digging for gold, you're throwing away
a fortune in feelings

someday you'll pay

Madonna - Take a Bow

i believe now, that life is all about perception. and that life is ugly.

who brings us happiness? is it that special someone you wait anxiously all night for a reply from?
is it your frineds?

my happiness comes from myself. if i cant make myself happy, who the fuck can?

i am still pissed off at how the whole situation looks. but dont worry about me, please. YOU, my dear have other things to be worried about. let me have my fun, you have yours. dont expect things to return to normal, because they won't anytime soon.

i sold you
and you sold me.

I didn't want it to end.
but at the camp, i realised, we just can't talk normally anymore.
what happened? i dont know, maybe i just got switched off by the awkwardness in which we spoke. like both of us were so guarded and defensive.

if you wanted it to end, why the confusion?

i know there was nothing going on with you and that guy at the camp. please leh, i know hes not your type anyway. for one thing. he smokes; like me.

i'll deal with it and get over it soon i suppose. I'm doing just fine on my own 2 feet. call me insensitive, call me an asshole, send your friends to give me a piece of their mind.

I DONT GIVE A FUCK

The Zutons - Remember Me

CHOICE WEEKEND






she wasnt the only one.

HAHA


alright basicaly, the choice weekend was too monotonous and rigid. we had 9 sharing sessions. each 2 hours. conducted like tutorials. i didnt enjoy myself very much. aside fomr the great company. anyhow, we dozed off during some (all) of the sessions for a little (sometimes long) while. but it was all gd. we all left the camp a little better than before.

now for my Chiristmas Wishlist;

My White Christmas







get get get for me. =)

but first, clear bills. and yes, party.

Copeland - Pin Your Wings

so heres to goodbye. was it easy? easier than i expected.

me and her come from seperate dimensions. our thinking is on 2 different wavelengths.

im didn't do the best i could, i admit. but i did try.

but from now i'll strip away all the unecessary drama. hell, someone will come for you soon. someone will come for me eventually. but not now. im not gonna be pinned down anymore.

no more jekyll and hyde performances from me.
kenneth will be kenneth all the same. no more bending backwards to lick my arsehole.

i may be criticised for not being ready for a relationship now,

but at least im ready not to be in one.

Massive Attack - Angel

so it goes like this, the holidays have been fun. 2 months of immortality for kennethiansoo!

but just as all great heroes die, and all sadistic regimes crumble, and all food from one's plate must be finished, so must the holidays. 2 months. 2 whole solid months.

anyhow, im kinda ok with going back to school, i've been posted to the E-Learning Development Centre in my school. from what i hear, all i'll be doing is flash animation, and snacking, and sleeping, and watching movies.

well. at least theres no lectures and tutorials this sem. -jumps around

but i have to wake up at 7 every morning. -jumps out the window

so thank you all for giving me a wonderful 2 months to look back on.

***

i am tired. change good, yes?

i am a mess right now, so i made a list to cheer myself up

i want to:

1/ change my spectacle frames

2/ bring my lomo LC-A back from the camera hospital

3/ invest, save up for: rollei snapshot camera / colorsplash lomo

4/ start mucking about with a TLR camera and

5/ save money for film and developing

6/ clear my phone bills

7/ be a better person


***

do you read me?