Hello 2007

So its like this, i stopped blogging for more than half a year. and i still feel gay-like-fuck to blog.

but this is 2007. stranger things have happened. I've been to a couple of blogs, i've talked to a couple of people. and their all unoptimistic about this year.

actually, so am I. last year i was 20, and i dont know for the love of me, what the fuck i managed to accomplish. I've managed to alienate myself as well as others around me. I've managed to almost completely isolate myself with someone else.

emotional stress, monetary worries. check.

good times with friends? a couple.

putting myself out there? yes.

was it worth it? how the fuck would i know, i didnt even get a chance.

meeting 180-turn people? yesyesyesyesyes.

figured new direction in life? yes, several times. as yet undecided.

losing faith in God and family? check.


now i just look at myself and say: fuck. i'm 21 this year, and i feel all fucking alone.

So you see, 2007 has to get better.